assalamualaikum. .alhamdullilah ak diberi lg peluang untuk meneruskan hidup..1st..ak bkn nya rajin sgt nk menulis ptng2 nie..xp terasa at nie nak luahkan smnthg.. dalam blog nie la ak xpress kan myself . .drpda citer kt orng laen.. member ketawa,member amek kesempatan atas dri kita pom ramai..member kejab nk kawan,kejab xnak kawan pom ade. . mcm2 dh ak jupe orng..ramai orng ak jumpe,lg bnyak ragam..
but..dat not da point..xp its relate la ckit..huhu. .
bantuan BRIM ak terima ari nie..alhamdulilah rezeki ak dpt..skrng pom tgh pokai.mklumlah xkeje n menjadi penngangur terhormat..xp yg ak nk katekan,,at nie tersentap sgt2,,dan terasa sgt2..xnak ckap terasa dgn sape..i thougt she hepy 2 c me..but,,it seem like dosent like me either. .im very xcited to meet her..but,,she give me negative respon..dosent welcm me..ak jumpe dia secara kebetulan pun..xnak tegur..xp kawan kan? msti lah tegur.. her experesion biasa jew.. . i keep thiking..y she behave like.tht..?dat im wrong? ?
n now..she call her friend far away..n her friend came..i c she hepy..like bru pernh jumpa kawan dia tuh..i noe la jgk member dia tuh..
i realised my friend look at me..n she noe im not ok.. she look trough my xperesion.. ak terus beredar dri situ.without say a word..i look she sibuk talk to her frien..
ak sedih. . . .yes i admit..im very2 sensitiv person..xp sape yg xtersentap kan? ?ya i noe..dia dh xanggap ak nie kawan b#### dia dh..ak engt lagi dia say.."ak xbrani dh nk anggap mg g2 "..xp ssh plop bg ak..but im keep tring..
ak ade ramai kawan b### xp..dia sorang jew member ak dunia n akhirat..its takes several day untuk sembuh at nie. . im thking positif..n i will leave dis beside..not ur faulth either..
4 last. . . hope she hepy. . :)
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